Enough Sensations, So Long Good Riddance and Hi Baby Zara!

Was under the weather, now back on track, meaning at work. Haiyaaa.

Okay, it seems that my blog has been tad a bit too sensational already - with people calling and asking me what's going on(s), are you okay(s), siapa lakhanat yang buat kat you macam tu and macam ni(s) and what not. Surprisingly, this wasn't the kind of response I expected, in fact, I wasn't expecting anything from anyone. But thank you, thank you so much for those who showed concern, texting me your well wishes and comforting advices.

Well to tell you the truth, I'm not much of a person who uses blog as a medium to back fire or blog blasting people but off late, I have been quite in the contrary. The boyfriend was found to be displeased about this too. Please be informed that I don't call for any unnecessary attention as I am not an attention seeker by any means, by every language that exist in this world. For your information, every entry is written with much thoughtful consideration, not overclouding my judgments with emotions. In case you didn't know, I only say things I mean, write when I mean it the most. I don't have regrets, therefore I don't delete any of my entries once it is published, until and unless I am justified to do so or if I find it offensive or uncalled for or it affects another's well being.

I am sorry that you might not be pleased with what you have read for at least the last two entries. I beg for your forgiveness, should I have offended you. Some people deserve a piece of my mind - and when it happens, it only happens because I have been tolerating more than I should and perhaps they truly deserve it. If not, I can reassure you that blogs like them do not exist at all. But as professionals and matured human beings we all should be, come to me upfront and lets come clean with each other because that's what I will always do and have always been doing should there be any issues to deal with.

Anyhoos, that will be the first few but one of the last(s) sensational blogs I will ever post. That's only because I am living up to what I have said earlier - I am going to live and let live. I moved on already. Whatever remains, remains and what doesn't, doesn't. I let Allah swt to decide what should remain now.

At this very moment, I am thrilled to see baby Zara Khatija everyday. She is Zabran's little sister, born yesterday, exactly a year after her big brother, at 1006hours with 3.012kg at University Hospital :) She's named after my mother, Zaharah and her grandmother, Khatijah. Can't wait for her to be home anytime soon! I have two little brats to play (and spoil) with now! Am excited to get her pretty tube dresses and sexy halter tops and cute baby tights and all those thinggymajiggies :)

Of course I can't wait for the weekend! A haircut on its way, threading, meeting cousins and aunties and uncles for kenduri and certainly.. tadaa! A little something something. Teehee!

Come weekend dear, come! I'm keyed up for you! *wink*